30.04.2011

I think I will be often to update my blog now:)
Because finally I found how to write blog by using phone!
Recently it can save me a lot of time !
Oh ya,I want an galaxy tab. But I think iPad 2 is better than that?haha
But I'm not going to use parents money...they gave me much of things this year already
Not feeling wanna waste their money again?I trying to be a extremely good girl ok?:)
So only can do is save money!!!xD
I wanna change my temper in this month!hope I can do it!
Yeah!jia you :D
Good night!I have many project haven't done yet >< bye c:

29.04.2011

Today!
The royal wedding of Kate and William :D
They look so so so lovely!
Watch the wedding whole afternoon
I'm jealous-ing xD
She is so pretty! She just have a simple makeup and wearing a simple but elegant earrings
She really did look like a princess although she just a cilivian of England and growth at a normal family!
She look gorgeous!!
And I want to say prince harry so handsome :D
His smile was so adorable !
Haha!that's all for today:)
Nights all:)

:(

我觉得我变了 :'(

28.04.2011

她其实有点懒，喜欢赖床。

她其实不太乖，喜欢捣蛋。

她在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，在熟人面前却很放肆。

很霸道，并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。

她也会偶尔的忧郁， 朋友问她怎么了， 她也只会说没事。

其实她只是感觉累了，她只是需要一个拥抱。







其实骨子里，渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠。但她不会承认。

她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，承受她的撒娇、她的无理取闹，她的倔强，她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。



只有这样，她才放心，可以放心去继续做自己，不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。

如果没有，那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。

她对爱情没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感。

她爱不起，更怕伤害。

她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。 她爱的永远是对她最好的那个，那个好她心里是有一个标准的，你的积分超过了那条线，她会爱上你，但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了，或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。



其实她要的并不多，她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说太重要了，虽然在她们口中说出来的却是:我不需要爱情。

她恋爱的时候 ，喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。

不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理， 其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！

当你紧张他的异性朋友,她会一面跟你说，他只是我的谁谁谁，却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。

她会希望现在的他是怎样怎样的，有各种各样的挑剔苛求的条件.她只不过是想要一个用努力来证明爱她的人，她不求结果，只希望你有那份心。



对她们而言,唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情， 感情如果受到挫折，会毁了她，要么成就了她。从此更加漠然，专注于事业。

她分手后完全不会像其他坐在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒闹,变得更加开朗.在听到朋友说有关他的话题时，从不刻意回避，她适当参与，淡然微笑，她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅,而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。



她不允许男孩子的背叛，如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，她一定会狠心的离开你。

但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，

你可以说她傻，也可以骂她笨，也可以说她冷，

时而脆弱，时而坚强！

时而邪恶，时而善良；

时而郁闷，时而疯狂；

她时而快乐，时而忧伤；

一个如花儿般的女孩子，

她有她的梦想，她的希望。

这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，



她有时是有些迟钝的，在感情方面，但有时很敏感,因为她在乎。。。　　



只有懂她的人，才会得到她的好。

得到她,别骄傲,

终有一天,她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见，她的倔强被你的保护软化，她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。

她只是想静静的看着你，当你的观众，仅此而已。 哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。 她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！

26.04.2011

today

a nice day:)

but blackout at afternoon D:

about one hour!

SWEATING AND FREAKING HOT

.............................................................................

*emo emo emo

I DON'T CARE

-i told myself don't care it, let it be :')

-don't care a people who doesn't really care you :)

-still disappointed D':

Life still going on, don't stop it with a stupid reason c:

22.04.2011

*update update

Its justin Bieber concert yesterday

i couldn't go to

I promise i'll go next time:)

Please come again:D

I had i bad mood yesterday

wonder why..LOL

No reason!

Hate the feeling!D:

Long time didn't update chinese song

Here :)

你的眼光其實我都感覺得到
有些事情本來就很奧妙
無心的玩笑 故意挑剔的爭吵
都是愛情的前兆
你的眼淚其實我也感覺得到
有些事情真的很難預料
愛情的面前 我們真的太渺小
應該怎麼說才好
其實我也不知道 其實我也很苦惱
其實我很害怕你想要的我都做不到
除了緊緊的擁抱 誰能承諾天荒地老
我的苦笑 是否你能明瞭
其實我也不知道 其實我也很煎熬
其實我也想過放棄一切什麼都不要
緣份如此美妙 卻又如此困擾
是歡笑迷宮 又像寂寞監牢
讓人隻想逃跑
你的眼淚其實我也感覺得到
有些事情真的很難預料
愛情的面前 我們真的太渺小
應該怎麼說才好
其實我也不知道 其實我也很苦惱
其實我很害怕你想要的我都做不到
除了緊緊的擁抱 誰能承諾天荒地老
我的苦笑 是否你能明瞭
其實我也不知道 其實我也很煎熬
其實我也想過放棄一切什麼都不要
緣份如此美妙 卻又如此困擾
是歡笑迷宮 又像寂寞監牢
讓人隻想逃跑
嘿 謝謝你對我那麼好
我 常常覺得無以回報
愛 就是這麼微妙
它無法強求 它出現的時候不必尋找
其實我也不知道 其實我也很苦惱
其實我很害怕你想要

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11.04.2011

Sunday

10.04.2011

Woke up early in the morning

Prepared to going niven's house

Meet desmond goh at 11o'clock at Boulevard

Arrived niven house around 11.30am

His dad was glad to see us

he story the day,how did the accident happened

How hurts T.T

his mum and dad cried and me too

They want us to treasure life and be strong:)

coz we still alive and sitting here

After niven's family came back from sibu,his funeral

His house been house robbery,

niven's laptop been stolen :(

We watch the picture at the funeral too

he go peacefully..hope he was happy there:)

NIVEN BE HAPPY THERE:D

After the visit

i went back to Boulevard again

trying to vent by playing racing car!

Its cool enough!i'd release my sadness!

That's the day with smile and tears:)

Monday

11.04.2011

Dear diary,

The stupid teacher scold me again

i endure it:)

how pro i'm!

not going to quarrel with her

coz i don't dare to!haha

anyways,my mum was sick

hope you recover soon:)

below was my own opinion!

What's going on now?

DAP DAP DAP!

Sien ah...Lol

can you guys don't said SUPP till like that?

What's wrong did they did?

If you really found the proof that they really corruption

then just catch one of them up

don't involved others okay?

if not SUPP,do miri can be better than sibu like now?

we can saw miri are good and perfectly beautiful

Owh...enough.

Stop and dont say DAP in front me!!!!!

ZZzzzz.

Everyone got privacy okay

dont simply take my phone without my PERMISSION again!DG!

An utter confusion day!:@

08.04.2011

*sigh

how many days i didn't saw my dad:(

about one week! T.T

miss you...don't be so busy,okay?:)

hope you'll miss your only daughter too.

coz she's only!then she always be alone.

Love You Dad:)

*my dad was busying at SUPP thing,wonder why he so support about that. anyways i'm support SUPP too coz my dad did:) so dont talk about rocket thing in front me!i wouldn't like it. ><

Today,

an exhausted days,

planned to go niven's house to have a visit tomorrow

originally we suppose go at 1 o'clock

but ruined!!

need plan again...haiz~

thanks Niven's dad for the kindness

Niven,We'll miss you always.

God Blessed:)

My mood today

Morning - :)

Afternoon - :D

Evening - :(

Night - :@

I'm tired....

not going think that much anymore

Tomorrow will be a nice day:)

04.04.2011

i forgot yesterday was his birthday ><

happy birthday grandpa!haha

hmm...did i do something special happened today?

finally i rescued a people from love trap!

yayhoooo!

last night i cant sleep well D:

i wonder why???those fatigue feeling make me cant concentrate on study well

Haizzzz~~

cheer:)

next time must sleep earlier!:D

my smile makes my day:)

03.04.2011

*update update update

i get my iphone 4! yeah

but it doesn't enough nice to me?i prefer blackberry torch!

haha...i dropped it yesterday!

ARGH!heart break!

result came out!two subject failed!

sigh...i thought only one subject will failed.

jia you:)

deactived my fb account again!

coz exam is around the corner!!

anyways happy always :D